My Brother

Morning woods thick with fog, 
black leaves slick underfoot. 
Bracing my fall, the crooked 
sapling bends then snaps back 
upright. Pinecones like un-
wanted memories spill 
onto the dead autumn ground. 
Sharp needles the fingers 
of the past, clawing back 
ten years to a seedling 
given in your memory, 

and the wife and two children 
left behind when you packed 
your shattered brilliance into 
a battered car, arrived 
drunk again at my door
and found it closed to your 
abuse and lies. I watched
you swerve away into the night, 
broken headlights, 
your desperate search 
for happiness.

—Fredric Hildebrand