Close to Jesus

Grandma always picked red-striped 
over pale yellow ripe,
thin-sliced for pie,
and froze some of her apples 
for winter when produce was as rare 
as a Catholic eating meatloaf on Friday.
She pulled straws from her broom
to test the doneness of cake
and sang hymns to time 
what she was baking.
Once she sang herself so close to Jesus
that every cloud had a silver lining
and her ginger snaps got extra crispy.
Grandma had more recipe cards
than liver pills, and I have them now.
They’re tough to follow 
because of her hen scratch cursive 
and my lack of knowledge 
of smidgins and “a pinch”,
but I still like my cookies brittle 
and slightly burnt so they hold up 
when I dip them in a glass of milk.

 
Image of Jeffrey Johannes

Winner of the 2012 Hal Grutzmacher Poetry Award, Jeffrey Johannes co-edited the 2012 Wisconsin Poets Calendar and the winter 2019 issue of Bramble with his wife, Joan. His poems have been published in English Journal, Modern Haiku, Nimrod, Norbert Blei’s Poetry Dispatch, Wisconsin Academy Review, Rosebud, and others.